Consumption

Consumption

Hey... How's it going? Yeah? Wait, you want to what? You wanna come back? Well... I don't know what I want to do anymore... I feel that every breathing feeling I had for you faded away until it disappeared. Yes! I'm confused, and right now I need a friend. I can't just go back to the past after I've met the future! I feel like forgetting you... I've met new people which I've learned to trust and laugh with... Sorry, I don't wanna hurt your feelings nor hurt mine... I think it's time to move on... I need new experiences, new surroundings, a new life... I'm drowning in my own pool of miserable monotony and I desperately need a lifeguard! I want to try new things. Move on like a nomad and find a new place. New customs and new character. I won't deny it frightens me but it's what I really want to do! I want to soar like an eagle and gallop away like a free, wild horse. I'm not the old me anymore... I'm a scarred new me that's become much more stronger than ever expected. I focus on different things now. Things I never thought of grasping before but as they say; Everybody changes... For the better or for the worse. Me? I don't know... I'm afraid certain elements might consume me! Ambition? Thrive for happiness? Philosophical correction? I don't even know anymore... I really hope for things to get cleared out in my mind and for no mistakes to be made. Things happen everyday to many different people and I feel I happen to be one of those different people in the time circumstances given. I'll simply just let the future consume me...

I WIN

From the withers of the fall, I come to your senses like truth. Not acceptable to all but positively sure about my essence. Fortified by experience and battle ready. Come forth all the adversities of the unknown future and battle my vehement desires, to see who will win! Elements! Of coincidence and misfortune that might want to bring me down but I'm no weakling! I know them well and I'm even ready for the unknown. If I were to fall, then so be it but others shall fall with me! Like a great fire that burns everything around it, I will consume all my desires and if I were put out then all my desires as well! Happiness? Been happy since the first time I ever smiled! Sorrow? Forget that! Life's too short to actually frown! Sure we've all seen the dark side of wonder but this is my egocentric rendition to the completion of my goals, dreams and desires! I'm me! I know I can, cause' I'm me! Whenever I look beat, I feel victorious because I ensure my own positively feared triumph to all obstacles cast upon me! From the imperfect outcome of life I assure you; I'll be and always will. Was and Am who I need to be to find glory within my own perfect, personal beliefs of happiness and realization. You can't take me down! Only I can! And I'm my own teammate! Perish in your own oblivious negativity and hopelessness! All that said and cleared out, I establish saying it's safe to say I win...