Consumption

Consumption

Hey... How's it going? Yeah? Wait, you want to what? You wanna come back? Well... I don't know what I want to do anymore... I feel that every breathing feeling I had for you faded away until it disappeared. Yes! I'm confused, and right now I need a friend. I can't just go back to the past after I've met the future! I feel like forgetting you... I've met new people which I've learned to trust and laugh with... Sorry, I don't wanna hurt your feelings nor hurt mine... I think it's time to move on... I need new experiences, new surroundings, a new life... I'm drowning in my own pool of miserable monotony and I desperately need a lifeguard! I want to try new things. Move on like a nomad and find a new place. New customs and new character. I won't deny it frightens me but it's what I really want to do! I want to soar like an eagle and gallop away like a free, wild horse. I'm not the old me anymore... I'm a scarred new me that's become much more stronger than ever expected. I focus on different things now. Things I never thought of grasping before but as they say; Everybody changes... For the better or for the worse. Me? I don't know... I'm afraid certain elements might consume me! Ambition? Thrive for happiness? Philosophical correction? I don't even know anymore... I really hope for things to get cleared out in my mind and for no mistakes to be made. Things happen everyday to many different people and I feel I happen to be one of those different people in the time circumstances given. I'll simply just let the future consume me...